imfeelinmiserable
noonenoesit
perhapsbecosidunshowit.
lifeaintasgoodasitseems.
livininaworldofmyown.
icametoaconclusion
aftersomanythingstathappened.
thereisntanytruefriends,notatall.
theresonlygood-weather-friends
theywonthelpuoutwhenu'reinurdarkestmomentsofurlife
theypretendtocare
butdeepintheirhearts
theydungiveadamn.
itsurlifeanw,notmine,whyshldicare?
everyonehaschanged.
perhaps,imeonewhodid,notthem.
aretherereallymiraclesineworld??
ifthereis,ihopeitcanhelpchangemywayofthinkin,
mymentality.
wishforabettertmrw.
ineedsomeone,
tomakemelookforwardtoecomintmrws.