yay! no more CTs! whoo.
haha, wadever la. had trg today.
was rainin, so din really trained la.
so coolin.. today nvr really sweat.
haha. lessons were okay today.
but some are like real borin.
eng esp. mrs april ng's lesson. wth!
i was left alone, sorta, after trg.
haha. then went home, alone too.
sigh. dunno where they go also.
din bother to ask. might be called
thick-skinned. haha. wadever la.
sigh. shes goin for e thai fieldtrip.
smth like tat la.
wonder how many days she'll be there.
sigh. if only sec 1s could go too.
dream on la, sharon!
if only, if only there was a miracle.
come on la sharon! stop dreamin.
tat'll nvr happen la. its a fantasy.
it could only happen in my dream.
not reality.
they said tat whenever there's smth negative
or not-so-good things tat happen,
smth positive is always waitin,
for e right time to happen,
at e end of e tunnel.
haha. wonder if it's true.
if only it could happen to me la.
ytd wasnt a good day at all.
but at first, in school
was okay. but when i reached home,
was grounded for smth n blah blah blah.
slapped. cried. slept.
he was still complainin n naggin
n all this mornin. how horrible he can be.
hate him la. haven talked to him yet since ytd.
how nice. but he's e one tat's at fault la
scold me only. wad shit la.
so @$^$#$#@%%$.
shits him. get lost la. ARSEHOLE.
uallalwaysleavemeout.
imelastpersonallofuwillthinkof.
imjuxlikeaninvisibleperson.
onlywhenuallneedsme
uallwillthencometome.
douallnoetatimverysad?
hatethefeelinofbeinleftout.
inoe,imnotagoodnworthyfriend
notsomeonewho'stobetreasured.
sigh.ifonly.
BOOHOO!