i'm fallin in love with 'hello panda' biscuits!
haha. wadever.
im not happy.
for i dunno wad reason.
so.. im startin to binge on food.
im so sure im gettin fatter and fatter..!
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now whenever i see someone
playin e piano, i'll feel like cryin..
i feel so.. i dunno how to say.
i wanna learn. THEY dont allow.
fine then. always makin me
do things i DON'T WAN.
tsk. hate it. I HATE IT OKAY!
heard tat!? nvm. i know they'll nvr read this..
yes yes. i know,
things cant always go e way we want them to.
but.. ahh oh well.
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i was kinda 'locked out' jux now.
i forgot to bring my keys out.
so yea. hav to wait for her to come bck
i thought of many stuffs.
some even made me wanna cry.
silly isnt it?
nth to keep my mind occupied,
so yaa. think think think lor.
i thought of how nice e sounds a piano makes
den why i cant learn n all.
yaa. den she came den i went in e hse lor.
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i find tat painting is a good way of
relievin stress. well at least for me.
ya. so i painted a sunset n a sunrise.
both with a special someone.
yaa.. but it didnt turn out nice.
totally different fm how i thought of at first.
so yea.
imtryintohidehowimfeelindeepwithin
butsometimesitjuxhurtssomuch
iwannacry..