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2008-02-09T22:34:00.000+08:00

CNY.

Getting boring-er and boring-er every year.
But I had fun last night. (:
Happy belated Birthday Hui Ting!

Gain some, lose some.
Lose some, gain some.
How true is that.

2008-01-12T01:17:00.000+08:00

My bad?

Hi, I miss camp. =/

Randomness uh.
You; I know you're kinda looking forward to the last day of your sec school life. But hey, not too fast uh, you might miss out on things happening around you.
&you; Thanks for being sucha great friend all these while.(: All those retarded outings/cam-whoring sessions. I guess that's all in the past.
&&you; You've been great too, thanks. I won't forget times when you were there for me. (:
&you; Morning calls from you are the best. Haha. Appreciated. (:
Hey friends, Idk if I've sorta pangseh-ed y'all. If I did, sorry. I didn't mean to. If I've changed, I'm sorry again. Pple do change, eh? But rmbr, I never forget any of y'all, rather, I've never?
Never thought not having you here would hurt so much.

2008-01-01T19:21:00.000+08:00

When you've done all you can do.

Spent last night with 2 idiots.
Fireworks are the best creation, yo.

Am in 3H.
Havoc, havoc. -shakes head.
I'm sure I'm gonna get lots of detention, haha.
Stupid rules.

Monopoly date on sat.

2007-12-30T04:30:00.000+08:00

Reminiscence.

It's the 30th now.
This year's gonna end tmrw.
How fast is that man, time flies.

Thinking/looking back, '07 's been a busy year.
One of the best year, for me.

Jan-
I got into 2H and made new friends with pple I never knew existed. =x
Haha, nah. Just that Idk them.
Sec 2 camp, rained and rained.

Feb-
CNY, money money money.
Tournament started.
I miss those days with maddie and evelyn around, (:
Bus rides and missing lessons were the best parts. Ha.

March-
Can't rmbr much.
Oh, Choc and my birthday!
And auditions for ballet, NDP. If I'm not wrong.

April-
April fools' day.
Big prank uh, haha.
Council Investiture.
North zone top 4? Received our medals.
NDP practises started.

May-
Nationals?
CTs! Stress yo, stress.
Uhh, haircut. Haha. =/
Suspension.
Got my first record, hahaha. Bad one.
NDP practises.

June-
Holidays.
Still on suspension.
Council camp, (:
Even more NDP trainings.

July-
Reinstated.
NDP preview, injured ankle, hoho.
More and more NDP trainings.
ATOS wellness? Second one.

Aug-
NDP! :DD
Big day yo, big day.
Racial harmony celebration, I wore malay errr whatever costume!
Prep for teachers' day celebration.
Teachers' day celebration.

Sept-
Study sessions.
Haircut.
You :D
Suspension.
And here comes the third record. Hoho.

Oct-
Papers.
Results.
Talks, talks and more talks.
We Cannot Not Make A Difference, yadah yadah.

Nov-
School hols :D
Banner.
Trainings.
Expulsion.

Dec-
Friendlies.
Trainings.
Outings.
Christmas? Hohoho.

Tada, busy year eh?
Love it. Though there were many ups and downs, oh well.

Let's see, I got invested in April.
And I got suspended for about 2 months.
I was only a councillor for 5 pathetic months.
Others, 9 months.

Having sucha, I would say, high position's just not for me.
But still, I've to thank everyone who helped when I got into trouble.
T.H.A.N.K Y.O.U (:

Next year would be a better year, I hope.
We're having training tmrw, what a way to end the year.

I pray for more freedom, next year. =/

2007-12-28T22:37:00.000+08:00

Lost in a lonely place.

We're short of shooters, good luck to us.
I pray that everything would be fine.
I don't think I'll be playing, another down.
Hoho.

Fuck you sharon soh.

2007-12-28T00:00:00.000+08:00

Change the colour of the sky,

5 more days.
笑容勉强不来
Stand by you.

2007-12-27T02:54:00.000+08:00

I know I've made a few mistakes. Big ones.

There's a gathering later on.
We're gonna cycle yo.
But Idk if I can make it, I'm down with fever.
It's 27th today (:
Miss Tan's coming back! Finally.

I forgot there's training tmrw.
And friendly the day after.
Pray that I won't faint tmrw.
Cos I've difficulties breathing even while walking.
Hoho. I might just die on court.
December sucked.
Sch's reopening in 6 days' time. =/

I pray for a good year ahead.

2007-12-24T16:28:00.000+08:00

But I get my hopes high and I watch them fall everytime.

Merry Christmas eve, yo.
Sch's reopening! Hoho.
I'm excited! Not.

I feel as if I'm dying.
Can't breathe yo, can't breathe.
It's like there's a tumour pressing down on my chest.
No, NOT nehnehs.
Uh, you get me la.

Whenever we try,
somehow the plan is always rearranged.

2007-12-21T23:50:00.000+08:00

Helpless when she smiles.

Christmas's coming! :D

I miss ndp and 2h alot alot, suddenly.
Oh, and Clara ching too. Haha.
Cheryl's coming back soon!
My alarmmmm. Hoho.

Sometimes, I can't help but get reminded of certain things.
Haha. =/

They're with ties,
while she lost hers.

Where have they gone to? Imysvm.

2007-12-19T00:26:00.000+08:00

Christmas's in 6 days! :D

2007-12-16T04:04:00.000+08:00

I worry I won't see your face, light up again.

Hellooooooo.
Christmas's round the corner man!
Hohoho. I'm excited. :D

Cheryl left for korea alr.
I'll be partnerless yo.
=/

I hope my prayers'll work?
I don't like to see my friends sad.
Esp that retarded one, for now.
It's as if they're doing what they did to me, to her/them?
Eeeee luh.

Hey you, retarded one.
Maybe you won't read this but yeah.
C'mon, get yourself back up.
Don't let smth like that bring you down.
You've endured all those tough trainings and you're giving up just because of what that permed-hair-freak did?
Uh, I guess this won't help.
But hey, it's all up to you.
Get your ass off the ground yo, you've to be strong and move.
You can't forget, but you can make it not affect you.
Everything'll be fine, (:

Sucha redundant post. =/ IfonlyIcoulddothesame.Hoho.IknowIneverwill.

2007-12-13T00:26:00.000+08:00

For the tears I made you cry,

12th didn't feel like the 12th, 28 mins ago.
=/
Ahh, I feel damn angry for neh.
That fucking bitch @#%!^*
I don't see her positive intention in doing so la?

North Zone's coming, soon.
I haven't got my answer.

I wanna know, but I'm afraid. Ineedthebeach.

2007-12-11T10:29:00.000+08:00

There's a positive intention behind every behavior.
(:

I had breakfast with mama.
Her words kinda enlightened me.
Haha. Powerful.

2007-12-11T08:06:00.000+08:00

I'm different.

Does it matter whether you're a girl or guy?
Nan nu ~~ping deng~~.

Things don't seem to be better even though you're back.
Everything changed.
I wish I never knew about anything at all.

Time, money, restrictions.

2007-12-04T10:22:00.000+08:00

Restrictions.

Pcube later.
And Miss dewi's chalet after! :D
I hope it'll be fun eh.

My eyes are burning.
I feel sleepy, dang.
Thanks to someone I couldn't sleep. Nah, I'm kidding, haha.
Oh! I went stargazing last night.
I saw a shooting star yo! :D
First one in my entire 14 years. I think.

I wish I didn't see all that I didn't want to.

It's hard to convince myself. already ):

2007-12-02T19:30:00.000+08:00

Season to be joyful :D

Right. Haha.
Christmas's coming so ya.
I'm quite excited for christmas somehow.
Heh.

Camp was good, yadah yadah.
Read them from choc/neh's blogs.
I missed catholic youth camp, =/
The number of pple who turned up was PA.THE.TIC.
I think.

Aiy. I'm bored to tears.

2007-11-26T04:13:00.000+08:00

Like a guiding star, (:

Hello, camp's in 2 hours time.
I'm kinda excited, yet not. =/
Haha, haiyaiyai.
Carnival on thurs.
Another camp on Friday.
Goodness. hello, Iwmyvmt. :(:

I'm in love with pig's song! Ha. No more alr, shoo! ha.

2007-11-24T22:25:00.000+08:00

Seem like they never end.

Hello, I've been listening to Suju's songs.
Damn nice lah. =/
Camp's on mon, I'm starting to dread it.
Everything's coming back, hate it.

Maybe you don't understand.

2007-11-23T23:47:00.000+08:00

Instructions
1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with;
I have been tagged!

Favourites

Favourite Color: Purple.
Favourite Food: Neverending one please.
Favourite Movie: Don't know.
Favourite Sport: Netball.
Favourite Day of the Week: Friday.
Favourite Season: Idk. Autumn?
Favourite Ice Cream: B&J's.

Currents

Current Mood: Useless? If it's considered.
Current Clothes: Black top, shorts.
Current Desktop: Uh?
Current Time: 11.58pm
Current Surroundings: Music
Current Annoyances: Brother.
Current Thoughts: What can I do?

Firsts

First Best Friend: Venetia? We drifted after a while though.
First Crush: =/
First Movie: Can't rmbr.
First Lie: Forgotten.
First Music: Err.

Lasts
Last Drink: Plain water.
Last Car Ride: Few hours ago.
Last Crush: Uh.
Last Phone Call: Can't rmbr.
Last CD Played: I don't spend my money on them.

Have you evers?

Have you ever dated one of your best friend: Err, no?
Have you ever broken the law : What if I say yes?
Have you ever been arrested?: Nope.
Have you ever been on TV: NDP! As a whole?
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: Obviously not. -.-

Random 5 things you are good at:
Idk.
Idk.
Idk.
Idk.
Saying Idk.

4 things you've done today:
Met Miss Dewi.
Talked.
Walked.
Ate.

3 things you can hear right now:
Mama's voice.
Song playing.
My typing.

Anyone can do this.

2007-11-23T23:04:00.000+08:00

Hello! Airport yo (:
Camp's on mon.
Busy week ahead. Goodness.
Today was fun.
Lots of catching up and everything.
Cool stuffs.

Take care of your ankle, kwek!

Some pig's angry now, =/
Haiyaiyai. Haha.

2007-11-22T13:42:00.000+08:00

And this feeling's only getting stronger. ):

Hi, yesterday was good.
Banner's almost done, (:
Pcube was uh cool, I'd say.
Think I gave everyone a shock, sorry eh.
Choc- Hey strong woman! I'm impressed (: You can be strong, like me! Don't give up yo.
Me- Hey you suckerrrrrr.
Sab- Uhh, Princess/Courageous woman? :D I won't hate you or whatever it is lah, love you!
Tingyen-Woman of strength, you're cool. (: You've alot of strengths, slowly find out alright.
Jess-Grateful person! I hope you won't regret things you've done anymore eh, (: I read your Lj, love you too yo.
Cheryl- Hey you! You'll get that sense of accomplishment/achievement soon, believe in yourself :D
Runjie- Baby of the team! You're loved by us, can't feel it? Haha, kidding. Find your answers soon alright, I know you will!
Neh-Yo brother! You told me not to be gay, but ' tears are not meant for the weak' eh? Anyway, don't keep everything to yourself, what are brothers for? I'll be here for you yo, keep that in mind. (:
Miss Tan- You've contributed alot, esp to Netball and B'div? Not only that but in class too, I love your maths lessons. Haha. Big thanks to you eh! :D

Yay yay, Miss Dewi's coming back!
I guess she's on the plane now.
Airport airport, here I come!

I overslept and missed training, sorry. ):

I love my teammates, a hell lottt.
They make my post COLOURFUL yo, (:

2007-11-17T22:00:00.000+08:00

Nobody. Even you.

Hi, I'm bored.
My skipping rope's fucking short.
I'm gonna run now.

2007-11-17T17:06:00.000+08:00

I can only prove the things I say with time. Not.
ItseemsasthoughthemoreItrytoconvincemyself,themoreIfeeluseless.Likeafailure,totalfailure.):
12 sets of sprints = killer.
Whatever.
I'm gonna run later.

Useless piece of paper, uh?
Haha. Right.

Tian kong hao da, hao yuan.

2007-11-16T20:42:00.000+08:00

Turnover.

Wo hen men.
Mei you ren entertain wo.
Okay, cheenapiang.
Idllmdif,k?
I'd rather have bad times with you than good times with someone else.

2007-11-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

Who would forget that.

Ignore the previous post.
All crap eh. Haha.

Not used to it.
I'm free like a bird.

2007-11-15T03:14:00.000+08:00

Different.

I want netball shoes too.
Mama don't wanna buy for me, dang.
I like short posts.

Seems like I'm coming in between both of you.
Idli. Itwsee.

2007-11-13T20:47:00.000+08:00

All over.

Hi.
Should have expected this ending, no?
Fallen so hard, so fast this time.

Hey Miss Tan!
You've not changed, you're still the best teacher. (:
And thanks for that message, appreciated.
I'll be good. Haha.

Chapter closed, start afresh, yo!
):

2007-11-09T00:06:00.000+08:00

Tell me now, tell me how to make amends.

Maddie's didi's cute, (:
And don't worry lah Maddie, it's okay.
We'll see each other soon yeah?

Changed.

2007-11-03T01:47:00.000+08:00

Everything I thought we had.

Ahh, Miss Dewi's coming back! (:
Soon, I think.
I find Kibum from SJ super handsome lah, =/
Damn gay, but I like!

'Cause time has got a way of taking back
Everything you thought you had

I need to wake up from this state of mind.

2007-10-29T21:59:00.000+08:00

Maybe I'm a fool.

I hope things'll work out tmrw.

I chose my subjects alr!
Took me kinda long. Annoying.
Szemin and I chose the same subjects.
Haha, she's damn sweet lah. =/
Damn gay. She's gay too!

Don't tell me I don't know, I want the truth.

2007-10-28T02:22:00.000+08:00

To turn and run when all I needed was the truth.

Went to grandmama's house.
Kinda learnt alot there?

Just saw somebody's tagboard.
I'm kinda shocked, somehow.
I hope that person's not you, cos I never thought you'd become like that?
Yeah yeah, we're all childish.
But what's wrong with blogging?
Since we all can't talk face to face, that's the only way, I suppose.
You're the matured one eh.
I'm sorry if it's really you.

I never knew, that everything was falling through.
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy.
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see,
the smoke and who's still standing when it clears.

2007-10-26T14:01:00.000+08:00

It's too late to apologise.

School's finally over, it's the hols now.
But somehow, I don't want hols?
I don't want a new principal, yo.
I don't want new classmates too. ):

Hey, of course i'd want things the way they were.
I'll take this time to reflect, maybe you should too?
Like what Maddie said to me, we all need time to calm down.
And uh, team, I hope all of us will be fine soon eh.
I'm sure none of you like things this way. Very awkward, isn't it?

Oh, Miss Dewi, I know you're reading this so ya.
Just wanna thank you for the email, (:

Things'll work out, somehow? Ily.

2007-10-25T15:05:00.000+08:00

-

Last day of school tmrw, yo!
:(:

Mass in church tmrw yadah yadah.
A councillor, being led by another councillor.
Uh, maybe I'm not even in council anymore.
=/

Do you even care?

2007-10-24T21:26:00.000+08:00

What now?

I'm kinda pissed.
What for? Forget it eh.
Papa's going down to school tmrw. Wo pa pa ):
Algebra's kinda cool.

I miss Helena Lim Wei Si yo.
Haha, those sec 1 days uh.
Sentosa was one of the best too eh?

2007-10-23T23:09:00.000+08:00

I've been waiting.

Click5's the talk, yo.
Kinda too-over, I find. =/
Take care, Ms Tan!
I think I didn't see you in school today.

Papa's trying to be hip.
I got kinda annoyed while teaching him how to use msn.
=/

Make that feeling go away. ):

2007-10-21T18:11:00.000+08:00

I got a problem and I don't know what to do about it.

Hello. Just argued like there's no tmrw with some ass.
I swear she's an ass.
But still, I love my nothing! (:
Gonna go over to grandmama's to celebrate her birthday later.
I can predict what her birthday cake is.
Mango cake, yo. Forever the same.
Haha. I miss Miss Dewi!
I miss my friend too.

2007-10-20T20:56:00.000+08:00

I'm so glad I found an angel.

Training's been quite tough?
Don't know lah.
Hoho! I think blogging's boring now.
Uh, many things have happened over the past few days.
Unpleasant, I would say.
Thanks and sorry to everyone.
I know my attitude's been pretty horrible.
Bear with me, eh?
I've not made up my mind yet.
Most probably, I'll be leaving council, I think.
=/

3-4years of friendship.
I treasure it alot, if you didn't know.
I just hope things'll turn out fine, soon?
I'm sorry too, eh.

I've failed to be there again. ):

2007-10-11T18:25:00.000+08:00

Lost everything I had.

Fuck today.
Science paper was a killer.
I'm sorry friends!

Oh, sorry chelle!
Was supposed to be happy all but I kinda spoilt the mood.
Sorry Jess and Moh too.
Fuck that bloody ass. What to do, I've only myself to blame.
Unnecessary troubles.
Thanks for being there.

2007-10-10T15:09:00.000+08:00

I am feeling so ambitious.

Art was screwed!
All the papers we had so far, actually.
=/
One more to go and I'm free!
Science, yo.
Today's a bad day.
F it.

Chelle's chalet, moh's chalet, camps camps camps! (:
I wanna go overseas please, papa? =/

):

2007-10-09T16:51:00.000+08:00

I'm open, you're closed.
I guess we never really moved on.

Hi, it's been long.
Papers' been keeping me busy.
Tmrw's art. I haven't really started.
God bless all!

I worry I won't see your face
Light up again.

What's wrong?

2007-09-28T16:32:00.000+08:00

They're better left unsaid.

One paper down, ? more to go! =/
I don't like school.
I don't like anything and everything. Where were y'all when I needed someone to talk to?
Maddie, you wanna rip off my head?
Haha. I'll stand here then you rip it off k! ):
I screwed english paper, big time.
I don't wanna fail luh. Haiya.

Forget it.
Smth's missing. Everything's changing.
Were you directing it to me?

Smth's lacking there too.

2007-09-25T18:50:00.000+08:00

Times we shared, tears we cried.

Hello. I miss netball suddenly.
Haha. Anyway, think we're gonna fang huo later?
Fun fun! I hope they can make it.
Singing today wasn't that bad?
Was shivering throughout though. =/

Only you are capable of making me feel that way please.
I'm not that sure anymore. ):
You, sucker! I'm kidding.

Gonna study tmrw. Chiong man, chiong.
I feel so cheena-fied.
Wo xian zai qu bu nao, bai bai! =/

2007-09-24T21:52:00.000+08:00

It's such a shame, we're worlds apart.

Chinese oral, screwed!
I don't feel like going to school tmrw.
Wed's a holiday. (:
I haven't done my runs, oh goddd.
I haven't started studying either, think I'm the champ yo.

It's every little thing you do. (:

2007-09-23T22:08:00.000+08:00

Friend, this is for you.

I'll remember you, no matter where you're heading
Remember I'll always be here, rather we.
Though I can't bring the past back,
I hope you're really happy with your present new found friends.

I'll remember those times we had, when you were there when I was at my lowest then.
We all know nothing's gonna change from now onwards.
Since you want things to remain like how it is now.

And friend, I miss you alot alot alot.
Enjoy your present life and everything you have eh, you know I'm referring to you,
I know you read blogs. Stay happy eh?
I'll still miss those times, (':

----

Hello! I was super super high today (:
Haha. I love it to the max I'm telling you.
Alright, I'm off to mug.
Chinese oral tmrw, damn.

2007-09-23T01:04:00.000+08:00

Quiz!
1. Joycelyn
2. Jessica
3. Cheryl
4. Runjie
5. Maddie
6. Evelyn
7. Tingyen
8. Kexin
9.Clara
10. Rochelle

Who is No. 6 having a relationship with? [Evelyn]
None!

Is No. 9 a female or male? [Clara]
Female.

If No. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? [Tingyen, Rochelle]
Who knows, maybe?

How about No. 8 and 5? [Kexin, Maddie]
They don't know each other, I think.

What is No.2 studying about? [Jessica]
Whatever a Sec2 student does.

When was the last time you had a chat with No. 3? [Cheryl]
Online chatting -just did. Face to face-friday.

What kind of music band does No. 8 like? [Kexin]
She's a music nerd! Jokes lah.

Does No. 1 has any siblings? [Joycelyn]
A sister and a brother.

Will you woo No. 3? [Cheryl]
She's straight! I think.

How about No. 7? [Tingyen]
She's straight too.

Is No. 4 single? [Runjie]
I don't know, ask her yourself.

The surname of No. 5? [Maddie]
Soh!

What's the name of No. 10? [Rochelle]
Rochelle?

What's the hobby of No. 4? [Runjie]
Talking crap.

Do No.5 and 9 get along well? [Maddie, Clara]
I don't know?

Where is No. 2 studying at? [Jessica]
Sjc.

Talk something casually about No. 1? [Joycelyn]
She's currently into drawing cute teeny girl girl! (:

Have you tried developing feelings for No. 8? [Kexin]
What if I said I did? Haha, NOT!

Where does No. 9 live at? [Clara]
Singapore. Go stalk her to find out!

What colour does No. 4 likes? [Runjie]
Purple.

Are No. 5 and 1 best friends? [Maddie, Joycelyn]
I guess so.

Does No. 7 likes No. 2? [Tingyen, Jessica]
Never will.

How did you get to know No. 2? [Jessica]
We were from the same class in primary school.

Does No. 1 have any pets? [Joycelyn]
Of course not. Her pets'll suffer terribly under her care.

Is No. 7 the sexiest person in the world? [Tingyen]
Sexiest? I'll think about it. But, she's damn fit, yo!

Okay, Chelle! I'm done with it yo (:

To all emo pple, big hugs! Don't emo anymore.
Instead, think of ways to err, salvage the situation? Whatever.
Goodnight.

2007-09-22T17:54:00.000+08:00

You don't mean those words you said, do you?
Say it like you mean it, or don't say it at all. You say them to everyone, uh?
It's as simple as that, don't say them just to make me happy. They're just plain jealousy. Tsk.

Haiya, hello!
I'm gonna meet moh to study.
I'm late alr, so byebye.

Tmrw, tmrw! (:

2007-09-22T00:11:00.000+08:00

You're the sweetest drug (:

Hello!
Thank you Jess yeo bui eh, for helping with the certs.
Paiseh eh, you did most of the job. =/

Tmrw's a sat.
Sat=mugging day, yo.
Haiya, I'm damn tired from everything just now.
Goodnight!

I want it again.

2007-09-20T20:06:00.000+08:00

Everything I've said and did, wasn't just deceiving.

Yesterday.
Heard that we will be having a Netball camp during the hols.
I want a long long one!
But I've a request. =/
Ms Tan, if you're reading, can we ask Maddie and Evelyn along?
Okay, kinda impossible. Nevermind.

Sorry for pang seh, two big idiots!
Pigpig, don't waste your contacts alr please. Big hug! (:

Today.
Thanks for the fabric eh Choc. (:
Thank you too, Maddie!
I wouldn't be able to finish my fugly doll's clothes without your help.
Oh, thanks for teaching me maths too, pig. Heh.
I'm off to mug!

I haven't found the courage to. But, I will, soon!

2007-09-18T18:24:00.000+08:00

Do you fear the expressions on the faces we don't know?

Hi. Someone's yaking away right beside my ear.
Assed up bastard.

Anyway, had fun yesterday.
Went to some idiot's place to watch some thriller movie.
It was so thrilling that I fell asleep on her sofa.
Then that two idiots laughed at me lah, =/
Malu like hell.
Haha.

Kinda slack today.
Many teachers weren't here.
I think St. Cats rock yo.

2007-09-16T17:40:00.000+08:00

Taking the easy way out.

Home Econ practical tmrw, yo!
Haha, I haven't tried my recipe. Sure die.
=/

I'm falling for Westlife's songs.
Haha. They remind me of Miss Dewi too.
Nevermind.

Hello flea pig, Ily (:

2007-09-15T22:55:00.000+08:00

I hide them inside.

Hello. Study session was alright.
Kinda productive, I think.
(:

Went home with Kwek after.
Yadah yadah.

It's the second time yo, second time.
Forget it.
Oh, hey! I'm a bad influence, get away from me.
Far far away okay.

2007-09-14T22:49:00.000+08:00

Hey, I miss those times. Both this, and that.
Don't bother figuring what I'm referring to.

Anyway, hi.
My eyelids damn heavy. Puffy.
Ms Tan rock big time, yo.
Hello Miss Tan, if you happen to see this, thanks for all that you've done for all of us. (:
All the running arounds and erm, tears? Whatever. Big Thanks, everyone agree?

Board next.
I swear my ears almost burst. Haha, jokes lah.
Can tahan! (:
Compass all yadah yadah.
Met choc, manda wong and sam.
Talked to choc then home.
Super tired, byebye.

2007-09-13T21:37:00.000+08:00

That's when I love you.

Shoulder's hurting again!
Stupid pig made it worse.
Haha, jokes lah.
Haiya, I've so much work to do, goodbye!

I miss team. Full strength.
Things'll never be the same.
If you guys are thinking of quitting, think of how the rest of us will feel.
It's not that easy.
Do what y'all want to.

2007-09-12T21:49:00.000+08:00

Change is the only constant thing, so move on.

So there.
Training wasn't that bad cos we only trained for 2 hours.
CD period and after training was spent in a whatever way you call in.
Haiya. Is winning the only thing you have in mind, bloody loser?
Oh, I screwed maths test big time! ):
Neh mind neh mind.
At least it's not counted in Ct. I think.
Whatever.

Hello, I miss you? =/

2007-09-11T20:45:00.000+08:00

It's like I'm walking on broken glass.

Hi, tmrw's a wednesday.
It's gonna be a bad day, I think.
Haha, anyhow!
Had a long talk with Maddie after school.
Unexpected, eh? (:
Wanted to wait for Moh but ya, decided to head home.
Sorry Moh!

Muscle aches make me feel damn tired, somehow.
=/

I wanna get this over and done with.

2007-09-10T21:38:00.000+08:00

It's coming down to nothing more than apathy.

I think Miss Sim's cool!
She's just like us, somehow.
Haha. Anyway, training was alright.
Besides that bloody ass's punishments, the rest was A-okay.
Wed's coming yo. =/

Moh told me about this show on the way to compass.
I tell you, she's a terrible storyteller. Haha.
But I kinda acted along.
I don't understand almost half the storyline. Heh.

2007-09-09T22:06:00.000+08:00

How do I breathe,

Hi. Everything's so fucked up.
Goodbye.

Miss Dewi, I miss you. ):
How I wish you can fly back now.

2007-09-08T22:51:00.000+08:00

Starring out at the rain with a heavy heart.

Tell me smth I don't know.

Sch's reopening! ):
Why does hols end so fast?
Oh, there's training on mon and wed.

Oh, I think kwek's cute. Somehow.
Haha, I must be insane. =/

Mixed mixed mixed like rojak!
Screw everyone.
What am I thinking. ):
Yay. Choc just said she would give me hammer and nails to screw everybody. (:
Haha. You said it uh, I want them now now now.

Ugh. Goodbye.

2007-09-08T00:21:00.000+08:00

It's the end of the road.

Hello, I've been doing my homework. (:
I've a terrible headache now though.
But I'm trying to stay away from panadol.
Ohmygod, save me please.
Oh, I think by pulling my ears it can somehow stop the ache for a while.
How cool. I think by the time I die, my ears would be stretched like an elephant's.

History can kill.

I'm not gonna work tmrw, so byebye to my money.

I'm off for more work.

2007-09-07T14:13:00.000+08:00

Because you live.

Hello, training killed me.
Haha. Kinda fun though. =/
Should I go to work tmrw?
I'll think about it.
Goodbye!

Superman returns, yo! (:

2007-09-06T19:04:00.000+08:00

A different kind of pain.

Befriender project was fun, kinda. (:
Didn't turn out as bad as I thought.
2 pri schools, 12 students is enough to kill me.
She's gonna partner 10 other schools, 100 students during the next hols.
How to survive, =/

My memory card died somehow so i formatted it.
Now, everything's kinda gone. ):
Training tmrw again.
More muscle aches yo.

2007-09-05T21:33:00.000+08:00

Even the stars refuse to shine.
Esp you?
=/

Training sucked big time yo.
Headache almost killed me, again.
I can't skip, total failure.
Haiya, I'm tired.
Oh, thanks Ms Tan for the panadol eh, (:
Goodbye.

Nothing I can say except I'm sorry?

2007-09-05T00:13:00.000+08:00

Water sustains all!

NEWater trip was eh, kinda fun?
(:
Copied all the answers, yo.
Damn lazy to find them, all over the place please.
5 nations after, finally got to see Miss Chen eh.
Was alright with kwek kwek around lah, kinda entertained.
Eh okay, I'm tired.
There's meeting early in the morning tmrw plus training after in the afternoon.
My gosh, night all!

Oh, I almost got diabetes last night on my way home, hahaha. (:
Sweet pills yo.

20th? =/

2007-09-03T11:21:00.000+08:00

Today I'm fine without you, not.

Waiting for choc's call now.
Hopefully I'll be able to get outta the house today.
(:
Oh, Jess's back!
Heels over head's stuck in my head.

Yeah I'm the first to fall and last to know.
And when you hit the coast
I hope you think of me
And how I'm stuck here with the ghost of what we used to be

I love pig yo.
Happy not? Haha.

2007-09-02T22:11:00.000+08:00

Too little too late. Everything's over.

Went to help out at nativity's fun fair this morning.
But didn't do much since I wasn't needed there.
So came back and realised that papa locked the bloody com.
Did hw instead yadah yadah.
Don't wanna talk about my day anymore, so boring.
I can fall asleep typing them out.

Choc's mama praised me, HAHA.
Her mama's a funny bunny!
Damn IN and super cute. Buai tahan. (:
Pig's telling me her story, I've nothing to say about it, but it's kinda interesting.
Chill eh pig. Not worth it, not worth it.
If you happen to see this lah, if not then ya.

I've no plans for tmrw, yet. =/

2007-09-01T21:55:00.000+08:00

Hinting me?

Hello. Today was kinda unexpected?
=/
Went shopping with Kwek.
Yadah yadah.
She was being super super retarded.
Don't go out with her, yo.
Damn no face. Haha. Kidding.
She's very very nice to her parents, I'm impressed.
Goodbye.

2007-08-31T20:13:00.000+08:00

I've no idea why this feeling's haunting me.

Teachers' day celebration was I-don't-know-what.
Kinda boring but ya.

Had fun after with two big idiots. Haha.
(:
I'm too lazy to upload the pics so go to choc's blog, I guess she'll upload them.

Hello, what's with you?
Seriously, I don't know you anymore.
You're so different, it's as if we're strangers.
Forget it.

I think you, should go with _.
And you, i don't know what to say.
Damn.

2007-08-30T21:19:00.000+08:00

What if I said those three words to you?

Aces day was retarded. But fun with Maddie and everyone else around.
We're united, yo.
I clipped the ribbon on my head too!
Damn small-girl-girl I tell you.
Haha.
After sch did all the cuttings and everything.
Nono, don't get me wrong. We cut bookmarks, paper.
Uh-huh.
To compass, moh's then home.
I fell asleep on the bus, and my head hit this person's shoulder.
Malu-ed the shit outta me. =/

My arm is aching. I'm old!

2007-08-29T20:44:00.000+08:00

Regrets.

Sept hols in two days, yo.
School's boring. =/
Helped out with council again, never ending.
Damn no life, can't stand it.

I feel bad, very bad.
Sorry again? =/
I made and threw away another one today.

What's happening? I don't like it.
Not a team anymore, I guess.
Conflicts, conflicts, conflicts.
When will all these ever end?
And from what I personally see, things are definitely gonna get worse.
No offence.
Tell me smth we can do, to make it complete again. Someone?

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

2007-08-28T20:36:00.000+08:00

I wish you were a stranger I could disengage.

I like today's assembly.
I think teachers' day celebration prep's damn last minute.
Can't stand it.

I've alot to say, but I don't know where to start.
Whatever.

And you, you're not my jinx and everything.
Stop thinking that way lah seriously.
For the last time, I DON'T BLAME YOU.
Stop apologising. Stop hurting yourself, please?

My gosh, kill me.

2007-08-27T19:53:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Hello. Things are just different. It's become a fact.
I won't do a thing, cos there's nothing I can do.
Whatever.

Hello. I skipped all three meals today.
Gastric's killing me. Thank you.
Can I miss school tmrw?

Hello. Kinda screwed SPA today.
God bless all.

Hello. I miss seeing those smiles on your face.
If you happen to read this, check your bag.
That is, if you know I'm referring to you.
I hope it means smth to you this time.

Hello. Thanks all. And hello, I'm losing faith.

2007-08-26T15:05:00.000+08:00

Somewhere along in the bitterness.

Sept hols in a weeks' time, yo!
Which means 5 nations are round the corner too, (:
Heh heh. Somehow, I can't wait.

Nerissa's kinda annoying me, tsk big time.
She's been disconnecting since I came online.
=/

Tmrw's mon and there's some rehearsal thing again after school.
There's lit too, mannn, I hate lit.
Whatever.

I think the lyrics from Over My Head's damn nice.

To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears

2007-08-25T17:33:00.000+08:00

Throw it away, forget yesterday.

Eh Jess! I didn't mean to use the same heading eh.
Haha.
Stayed home the whole day today.
Been eating improper(?) meals nowadays. =/

I lead a very boring life, yo.
Ohmygod, I can just die of boredom.

I wanna switch to lj.
But blogger's been nice to me.
I'll see.

2007-08-24T22:09:00.000+08:00

Time.

Maddie! Sorry eh.
Didn't mean to shout at you during recess. =/
Helped with the deco after school.
I made a heart with the aluminium foil! (:
It's filled with love okay, haha.
But some ass went to crush it lah. Tsk.
Went back home at 7 plus.
Then went down to accompany the pig at swim complex.
She whines alot please. Nevermind, I can take it.
Haha.

If I could, I would.

2007-08-23T21:38:00.000+08:00

Oh no, don't let go.

Hello. I passed english by just a few marks.
How pathetic.
Haiya, I forgot what happened today.
Goodbye.

2007-08-22T20:09:00.000+08:00

It gets so hard to walk away.

Interhouse's over, Catherine's the champ, yo!

I'm sick and tired of headaches. =/
Bloody annoying. I'm abnormal!

I don't like things this way.
So many pple are sick, take care yo! Esp you uh.

2007-08-21T12:50:00.000+08:00

Missed school.
Interhouse again tmrw, which means training's cancelled!
Heh.
I'm super bored. =/

Ngou zhong yi lei, (:

2007-08-20T20:53:00.000+08:00

You're not alone.

Bad day, bad day!
I failed maths test, retest tmrw.
But I'm still thinking whether I should go to sch.
=/
Interhouse netball after, kinda okay.
We won all the matches so far. (:
Headache almost killed me.

So, should I miss school?
Can run away from that too.

2007-08-18T16:36:00.000+08:00

Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

Family day today was damn lame.
I think last year's more fun lah?
Did duty most of the time. Lame shit too.
It's only opening of that pathetic small room, they made it so grand.
Didn't help out at our stall too though I was released early.
Heh, paiseh.
Overall, boring shit yo!
I wanna go watch fireworks, anyone wanna come with me?

Sabbie! Is it big and bold now? Haha.

2007-08-16T19:27:00.000+08:00

I will stand by you forever.

I don't like school anymore.
Knee was killing me.
Had some Bumble Bee programme during CD.
Jigsaw puzzle's our symbol, but it's incomplete.
Without Maddie, plus four other that won't be selected.
When can it ever be completed again?
I miss team, a complete one.
And to you, don't leave please?
And you, I hope you don't too, ):

Asean game tmrw, I hope Maddie's coming along.
I hope and I hope, but nothing comes true.

Everything's different, just so different.

2007-08-14T20:42:00.000+08:00

Never a right time to ask.

I guess everything's kinda settled alr, (:
I've things to ask you. But guess it's not the right time to?
Whatever.
Skps didn't answer my call, #$*&^@#!

A, B and C.

2007-08-13T19:49:00.000+08:00

I can't keep up and I can't back down.

Freaking hell. That bloody email didn't send lah ):
Whatever, I'll call them.
Something's bothering me, but I don't know what.
Okay, maybe I do, but I don't know what to do.

I think slacking around at choc's bus stop's fun. (:
But I know they were kinda annoyed with my nonsense, heh sorry.

Maths test postponed, yay.

I think I suck, big time.
Please don't stop talking to each other, will y'all/you? ):

2007-08-12T18:37:00.000+08:00

I can't help but question.

Just saw the encore telecast of NDP.
Bloody camera man.
Haha, anyway, I think overall it was kinda boring.
=/

I'm dead. I haven't email skps yet.
Dieee.

2007-08-11T18:41:00.000+08:00

I've got nothing to do.
So I'll upload pictures.

Grp 10! (:

Mrs Elan.
Don't laugh at me, I'll smack the shit outta you I tell you.

Movie!

That fat donkey, :D

Goodbye!

2007-08-11T11:06:00.000+08:00

Why do people only treasure things after they're gone?

I'm damn bored and I skipped breafast again.
Bloody bastard.
Told me smth stupid.
I think I strained my neck, somehow while sleeping.
Pain like hell.

No one's replying my message. How annoying.
Someone just told me smth, I-don't-know-how-to-describe.
Hurh.

I miss many many pple now. ):

2007-08-10T23:04:00.000+08:00

My fault, I'm fucking sorry.

Movie was good. (:
Had a good time with them, just a little too short.
I think.

I'm sorry lah. I hope none of these would affect any of our friendships.
Maybe I shouldn't talk at all, seriously. Not you.
Aiya, shut up lah moron.

Goodnight, I'm tired.
I guess it's time i give up.

2007-08-10T00:04:00.000+08:00

Cold war, cold war!
I skipped breakfast and lunch because of that today.
Walked all the way to school!

NDP WAS GREAT!
SJC's the bomb, yo! :D
Hahaha, fireworks are indeed still the best lah.
Woohoo.
Grp I/C and signal-ler are damn nice!
Okay, so now NDP's over.
Surprisingly, not many pple cried.
I expected almost everyone to. =/
Teared when Mr Sim was giving his speech.
Uh-huh.
To think I hated dance trainings so much in the past.
Honestly, I don't want NDP to end. Haha.
Overall, I had fun today! (:

Woohoo, movie tmrw with the rest!
It's been a while.
I miss them like hell, think I've drifted quite alot from everyone alr.

What would you do, if I whispered those three words to you?

2007-08-08T18:48:00.000+08:00

Maybe I was right all along.

Ndp celebration in sch.
Nothing much, kinda boring actually.
Compass after with the rest.

No one's entertaining me.
I wanna play with my webcam, but no one has it lah.
I miss Kexin, she's gone MIA alr.

Oh shit, I napped and forgot to call the bloody sch again.
Ahh, kill me please.

I'm invisible.

2007-08-07T20:26:00.000+08:00

Why must things turn out like this?

Headache, stomachache!
Mr Panadol, where're you? I wanna eat you.
Haiya, damn no mood.
I thought everything would be fine when I come back.
But it all came tumbling down again, like Jack and Jill!
Whatever.

So done with wishing.

2007-08-06T21:05:00.000+08:00

I'll get you up, no matter what I've to do.

Training was kinda quiet without Maddie. Okay, actually very.
Somehow, training made me damn tired.
Aiya, byebye.
Superman's sucha failure.

Get up, get up!

2007-08-05T11:21:00.000+08:00

Never once mutual.

I lead a very boring life, yo.

Oh, suddenly rmbred what Mrs Elan said last night.
Reminds me of team.
'When one person doesn't come, the team is broken.'
How true huh.
We've three down, so now what?
Training tmrw. Dreads. =/

I mean everything that I've told you, last night.
But what if whatever I assumed was true? I don't know,
Cos I've always been the last to know.
I wonder if you ever highlight while reading.

I'm walking away, from the troubles in my life.
I'm walking away, to find a better day.

2007-08-04T10:50:00.000+08:00

I wanna walk away, from all these fuckshit.

I don't know what else to say to make you feel better.
So forget it. I'm a useless bum! Mama told me that.
Haha! Funny, I'm laughing!

Lunch and ndp later.
I'm walking to compass I guess.
So cool, but I don't know the way eh. =/
Whatever.

I don't need floats anymore, I've alr reached the bottom of the sea.

2007-08-04T01:38:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry. ):
I know this won't help, but still.
I know you've been trying to help me, I'm really really sorry.
Screw me, fuck it.

2007-08-03T19:35:00.000+08:00

Bring us back, when everything was just so beautiful.

Gay day today.
Whatever, fuck you bloody ass.
Didn't expect this to happen so soon.
But some bloody cheebai had to do this.
What can we do? Nothing but cry. I hate you lah bitch.
Why must things go wrong at the wrong time?
Ndp tmrw. Gonna lunch with them before that.
There's never a right time for right things to happen.=/
She's all that you care about. Forget it then. )):
I'd pretend you never did say those things before.
They're just, crap. Empty talks/promises.
I don't need your help anymore, BYE.
I'm on my own.
That was gay, who cares. It's gay day.

2007-08-02T22:25:00.000+08:00

If all else fails,

Fieldtrip was kinda fun. I think the guide's an interesting guy.
Haha. Took many many pictures too! (:
Ps after.
Training tmrw!
Oh, saw superman suit there too. Damn cool!
Haha. I like I like!

It's hard to gain one's trust.

2007-08-01T20:03:00.000+08:00

Drift drift dirft. ):

Training wasn't that tiring. (:
Just that on off cramps almost killed me.
Eh, fieldtrip tmrw and training on friday.
Cool, I like being busy. Cos they occupy my mind):

Be strong, Maddie!
If that's your choice, wo zhi chi ni eh (:
I mean, cos there's nothing I can do right.

Can you tell me, what the fuck is your problem?

2007-07-31T21:04:00.000+08:00

Everything's going down. What's wrong?

Hist test tmrw, =/
Maths test on thurs.
And I'm not done with art yet, the fashion thing.
Oh goshhh, I wanna kill pple who suggested fashion pls.

Everyone's down also. Going downer somemore.
Cheer up, yo.

2007-07-30T19:40:00.000+08:00

Don't remind me of what used to be.

Hah! China visitors were nice today (:
Some teared when they went off.
Oh, Rachel and my buddies were guys and we were having HE.
They seriously complained and suan-ed too much about the way we cook.
But still, they're nice pple. Just a little proud. =/
Other than that, school was hell boring.
Everyone was down for I-don't-know-what-reason.
So lessons were rather quiet and stuff.

Sculpture park after sch and I swear we're damn retarded.
Jess couldn't stop laughing at us.

Look at that ass.

I wish I could help, badly.

2007-07-29T12:04:00.000+08:00

I tried walking away.

Eh, thanks for chocs eh, fang mama! :D
Hahaha. I'm strong alr. Not cos of the chocs, but cos of things you said, some.
Happy not? Hah.
Alibaba! Eh, just felt like saying.
I don't want you to be my 'mama' lah, you get me?
I've nothing to say alr. =/
I'll blog again later.

2007-07-28T23:24:00.000+08:00

You're the one I wanna chase, you're the one I wanna hold.

Ndp was fun! Think it's the first time I smiled while dancing. =/
Fireworks are like damn cool.
Heh heh. But boring lah.
Oh, think I'm damn forgetful today.
Realised I didn't bring my costumes out only when I was on the bus.
So met Choc and bought the bottle then cabbed home then to school.
Sorry eh Choc! Didn't mean to be late.
Nahh, excuses only.

So sick, of all these shit.